i say
to myself
he might die
and then again
later
to others
i say it
and it might
happen but
i don’t
believe it
it is too final
too scary
too lonely
then i say
he won’t die
to myself
and again later
to others
it might happen
but i still do not
believe it
it is unacceptable
to think the probable
otherwise
i will have
to face
my own
consequences
oo000oo